Spring is here..

Damn time flies, march is damn near over and I think its safe to start anticipating my birthday. This week has started out so shitty, I'm already looking forward to Friday. Up until now I've been good trying to maintain two jobs and school but since I got high as shit Saturday, my attitude has been so "fuck it!" I'm sure my family wouldn't be happy how I've been handling one of my jobs. I was extra late two days in a row, I called in yesterday and I was scheduled today but was running late and my bus was leaving when I got to the station and wouldn't let me on. Talk about tight, fucking asshole I was so pissed. What was so hard about opening the damn door and letting me on?! nothing! So I basically was a no call, no show. I'm tired of calling in everyday about being late and I just put my two weeks in Monday so I was just like fuck it and brought my ass back to campus. I turned my phone off and did what I do best, sleep the stress away. I also have PMS like shit, so my tolerance was already low. I've never been extremely late or called in to any job, so it really bothered me to leave this job like this, even though I didn't care for it. I can't blame anyone but myself, shit happens.

I'm not focused on school like I should be, had a group presentation today for one of my classes and we did horrible. Mainly because it was all last minute! I hate group projects!

Things just aren't going how I hoped they would be going by now.

On a good note, I can officially start looking for a car. I thought about getting a note, but I'm not ready for that yet. Things are starting off good with the new job at Nordstrom too. I feel like its just the beginning and a good start for me career wise, the discount doesn't hurt either!

Mid-terms!

 

  

  

 This week is Mid-terms, and I'm not stressing like I thought I would be. 

Most of my classes are fairly easy.

Two take home mid-terms, one group project, and two in class. 

So basically I just have to study my ass off.

Lately I've been obsessed with lace and dramatic sleeves, you can kind 

of see my top in the pictures.

I'm ready for Spring, this weather is mad bipolar. 

One day it's 60 degree's then today it wants to snow.

 Art Appreciated

Yesterday I went to an art gallery for the first time, and it was pretty dope. I had to go for my art appreciation class, and I thought it would be a drag and so pointless but I enjoyed it. If you're in the Atlanta area, you should check it out; The place is called Peter's Street Framers, and the artist whose work is being highlighted right now is Manuela Valenti. I took a lot of pictures, but I'm not sure if I was even supposed to so I'm not going to post them up, don't want to get sued lol. You never know, most of Valenti's pieces range from $380-$3,300.

 

Thing's aren't the same...

 

I'm ready to start working, forgot to mention in the last post that I successfully got my job transferred Wednesday! I need something to occupy my time. I'm still in a funk, things just aren't the same when your best bish transfers colleges. I love meeting new people, but I hate getting pass that awkward stage of it all.

Bulldogs

 

These are from yesterday, which was pretty turn't. I got out of class at about 3pm, and from

then on I chilled with a old friend. The weather here has been nice, I can pretty much go outside without a coat.

I want a g-shock. I've been saying that for the longest and never really went ahead and invested in one.

I shall get one soon! These pictures are horrible, quality wise. I really want to copp these docs, but I might suck it up and get a camera instead.

Stressed To The Max

Shit has been sooo stressful;

- my grandmother is in the hospital
- ^ which leads me to taking care of my great-grandmother.
-My great- grandmother who co-signed for my loan last yr for school got denied due to another family member taking her information and getting a car in her name.
- No one else in my family has good/decent credit!
-^ which leads me to stress about how I'm going to fund the rest of my fall semester, INCLUDING housing!
- I had my 1st&2nd interviews with this store, and no call back!
-My mom is on bed rest till the baby comes.
- I'll be able to take my road test this Friday, however due to everything else going on I have yet to sit down and schedule my appointment.
I just want to scream, pull my hair out, and lock myself in my room.
Sadly that would probably cause more stress because nothing would get done.
I'm rushing with this update, because I have to get back to my great grandmothers.
I come home about twice through out the day, to lay in MY bed, and use my laptop.

that's about it, hopefully everything works out and the next update will be filled with good news!

a broken heart

This week has flown by, probably because I wasn't productive at all.
I only worked one day this week, however I'll still get paid for all 4.
It's lovely working for relatives.
Last week I think it was, I promised myself I would treat myself to something once a week.
I haven't shopped or did much for myself so far this summer and that's rare.
I treated myself twice this week and I'm all :]'s about it.
I went to the mall unexpectedly today, and bought a cute dress, dope glasses and these funky leggings. Still waiting on my order from karmaloop. Retail therapy just puts me in a good mood.

Of course someone had to blow it. I've been told I over analyze and, I admit sometimes I do. And of course I second guess myself at times but who doesn't? Scenario; two people are talking, very close relationship. Might as well say their together but its all in the air. The guy is having sex with other females or a female. Should the female feel some type of way about that or not?
That's basically my situation, and where the photo meaning comes in. I'm simply heart broken by it all. I'm not mad, just hurt. I can't be mad because of the circumstances. But damn homie!

I've been listening to Adele's album "19", at least one a day for the last couple days and I looove her lyrics, and voice. It just makes you zone out and think. I can't really say which song is my favorite, because I listen to the whole thing straight through without knowing which song is actually playing. A few that come to mind would be "Chasing Pavements" "Cold Shoulder" and "Hometown Glory"..oh and "Right As Rain". What the hell, all of them.
Check it out for yourself.

photo via; flickr