Lift Me Up

"What the hell, does the devil want with me?"

Another weekend update..
My weekend was aiight, nothing to brag about.
Last night was one of my best bitches bday, so I partied with her and the rest of our friends.
Can we say, wasted! We made Jolly Ranchers (a drink, which is maad good), had a couple in rotation and I was biting down. Never again will I mix all of that mess together, the after affect is nothing fun.
Then to top it off, I had to wake up and go to church this morning. I'm glad I went though.
I haven't been to church in years, and at this moment in my life I really needed the visit.
I've been stressed a lot lately, which also comes with daily headaches.
The pastors message really got to me, while I didn't catch the holy ghost. I did almost break down, but i'm a G lol. I also forgot where I was for a quick second, this man let one of those swinging doors go as I was walking towards and damn near knocked me out, all I could say was "Damn!" I don't think anyone heard me though. I plan to attend regularly for the rest of the time I'm home. It really uplifts you and makes your day go a little better.

Ohhh and how could I forget, I won a contest from one of my favorite streetwear brands Hellz Bellz. To some it may not be a big deal, but to those who know how much I love me some Hellz it was a a biig deaal!

I just ate my Sunday dinner and the itis is kicking in, feel me?
peace<3

This past weekend.. ♥

I can't complain about this past weekend, at all. Friday was my sisters bday, although I can't drink I went to the bar with her and her friends then we went to the club. Drinks were being bought and the bar was not where it was at so we decided to leave. My sis and her friends couldn't finish the drinks so they had to sneak me in the bathroom and I downed the shots. Long story short, I woke up the next morning with a headache. Saturday and Sunday, consisted of me taking a mini vacation to Flint. It was a spur of the moment thing, but I'm glad I went. Got to see some of my family and hang out with my cousin and his girlfriend at the moment. Its crazy how different people live, even the smallest distance away. I also got a interview on my way out, and went to the interview this morning. It went good, I'm hoping I get the job. I'll know by the end of this week or Tuesday at the latest.
I've been shopping like crazy, its like I went from not shopping at all to being at the mall multiple times a week. My interview was at the mall, so that didn't make it any better. I told myself I was just going to browse a bit, I ended up being in the mall for 2hrs after my interview!
I got a few minor things, like tee's and shorts and these;





I'm going to chill around the rest of the day, catch up on my rest!
Might work on a new layout, I hate not being able to do certain stuff with the classic version.
peace ♥

a broken heart

This week has flown by, probably because I wasn't productive at all.
I only worked one day this week, however I'll still get paid for all 4.
It's lovely working for relatives.
Last week I think it was, I promised myself I would treat myself to something once a week.
I haven't shopped or did much for myself so far this summer and that's rare.
I treated myself twice this week and I'm all :]'s about it.
I went to the mall unexpectedly today, and bought a cute dress, dope glasses and these funky leggings. Still waiting on my order from karmaloop. Retail therapy just puts me in a good mood.

Of course someone had to blow it. I've been told I over analyze and, I admit sometimes I do. And of course I second guess myself at times but who doesn't? Scenario; two people are talking, very close relationship. Might as well say their together but its all in the air. The guy is having sex with other females or a female. Should the female feel some type of way about that or not?
That's basically my situation, and where the photo meaning comes in. I'm simply heart broken by it all. I'm not mad, just hurt. I can't be mad because of the circumstances. But damn homie!

I've been listening to Adele's album "19", at least one a day for the last couple days and I looove her lyrics, and voice. It just makes you zone out and think. I can't really say which song is my favorite, because I listen to the whole thing straight through without knowing which song is actually playing. A few that come to mind would be "Chasing Pavements" "Cold Shoulder" and "Hometown Glory"..oh and "Right As Rain". What the hell, all of them.
Check it out for yourself.

photo via; flickr

Last one, I promise

Yep, another blog. I'm deleting my live journal and this is the result. I still feel like I have too many blogs/sites going on. But oh well, this is here and staying. Still debating on what to do with Fifty-Fifty, not sure If I want to make strictly about fashion, music and entertainment and all that misc. stuff or just delete it and post it all on tumbler with a little less detail. Feel me? Doubt it!
I'm working on my personal website, love the coding and designing aspect of it. So until it expires might as well keep it up. Lastly I have a tumblr that I have yet to do anything with.
This right here, is strictly Jasmine Nicole and how I feel about certain subjects and or current issues. Only issue I have with being personal is that there's no telling who reads these things and some people just find pleasure in being in other peoples business.

I'm mad irritated right now so long blog short, no matter how many blogs I have I appreciate everyone that visits, follows, bookmarks and even goes as far to leave feedback.

It's 12am, and I plan to be asleep by 1am. Mad early for me, being that I usually stay up till like 3am-4am. I had planned on working on my personal site a bit more but someone just had to blow mines.

Am I the only one irritated when someone calls you, and for some reason you don't answer. Then when you go to return their call not even 5mins later they want to be petty and not answer.
My dude is making it so easy to just say fuck it and you, i'm done. I know the distance of me being away for the summer is hard, but damn homie!
The issue goes beyond that but yeah whatever.