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In Like...
Lately it's been on my mind, that I'm not "in like" with anybody. The weather is warming up and usually a boyfriend or being any type of serious would be the farthest thing from my mind. Cheating season is right around the corner, and it's just not the time to be getting serious. However I've been talking to dude for a couple weeks now, I'm just so undecided. We were talking the other night and he basically said he see's me as his girl..whatever blah. I didn't say anything, and right now I just don't know how to feel about him. I think I tried so hard not to like him in the beginning that it's hard for me to genuinely have feelings for him. It's crazy, like he just text me twice, and I have yet to respond and I probably won't. Don't ask why, it's just one of those rules. Don't always be available. Even if you're bored of out your mind, and waiting on that call or text. Make him think, and wonder..feel me??

This picture is old, but it shows my attempt at make-up. I'm slowly falling in love with it, even though I have to get up a little earlier than before.

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